Monday Morning Thought --- TTC not really mentioned.
I'm here in the apartment with Roscoe sitting in my lap. Actually he might be asleep, but that's not the point. Every day Monday through Friday I wake up before my husband to get his clothes and lunch ready for his day on base. Every day Monday through Friday I sit in the apartment alone with my dog. I think I'm starting to go crazy. My sitting here all day with nothing to do is not good for me. I think way too much about TTC and then have crazy mood swings when Joshua gets home. He probably doesn't like coming home some days.
I have tried finding a job. Have applied to probably every store and vet clinic and dr.s office within a 20 mile range of our place. I have even applied on base with no luck. Joshua doesn't want me working food so that's been out of the question. I have had ONE interview at a vet clinic and they decided not to hire another person. So here I sit. Bored and wide awake at 6:45 in the morning.
Luckily for me, Joshua and I have been discussing our future plans for purchasing a farm and starting a horse boarding facility. He has been planning that for about a month now and asked me the other day what I thought about operating that and also opening my own tack shop in the barn. I told him I would love to do that...which he already knew..that being the reason he asked. So the last few days I have been researching and gathering information on how to make everything from horse blankets to tail bags to polo wraps. It's giving me something to do for now at least. There are a lot of people who sell equine items online so here's hoping when we start ours it will work out. We will have to work really hard on being better than the competition that's for sure.
Anyways, now that this is getting long from all the random rambling I will cut this short. I still have not seen AF and it's CD64 now. I have decided that if I don't start by tonight that I will call the dr in the morning to tell her that I have to wait until next cycle to get my labs done because base will be closed for the holidays on my CD3 or I will be out of the state helping my sister in law with her new baby. Therefore I won't be able to get them completed. I'm really okay with that too. I guess it's just not meant to be right now.
I have tried finding a job. Have applied to probably every store and vet clinic and dr.s office within a 20 mile range of our place. I have even applied on base with no luck. Joshua doesn't want me working food so that's been out of the question. I have had ONE interview at a vet clinic and they decided not to hire another person. So here I sit. Bored and wide awake at 6:45 in the morning.
Luckily for me, Joshua and I have been discussing our future plans for purchasing a farm and starting a horse boarding facility. He has been planning that for about a month now and asked me the other day what I thought about operating that and also opening my own tack shop in the barn. I told him I would love to do that...which he already knew..that being the reason he asked. So the last few days I have been researching and gathering information on how to make everything from horse blankets to tail bags to polo wraps. It's giving me something to do for now at least. There are a lot of people who sell equine items online so here's hoping when we start ours it will work out. We will have to work really hard on being better than the competition that's for sure.
Anyways, now that this is getting long from all the random rambling I will cut this short. I still have not seen AF and it's CD64 now. I have decided that if I don't start by tonight that I will call the dr in the morning to tell her that I have to wait until next cycle to get my labs done because base will be closed for the holidays on my CD3 or I will be out of the state helping my sister in law with her new baby. Therefore I won't be able to get them completed. I'm really okay with that too. I guess it's just not meant to be right now.
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