Will it sink in?

I got home from work today around 6:15pm and Joshua looked at me and said, "It still hasn't sank in". I simply told him that it hasn't for me yet either. However, it did sort of hit me when I went through walmart during my lunch break and picked up the book What to Expect When You're Expecting. I couldn't believe I was actually buying the book. I mean...just four days ago I would have never dreamed of purchasing that book right now. God sure knows how to make life interesting I suppose. 

Another thing I was thinking about today while I was outside in lawn and garden working....it will be nice to not be like 8 months pregnant in the scorching heat of August. Nope...I will be like 3 months pregnant instead. That was a in my opinion one of the best moments of today. I know I have always said that I wanted a spring or summer baby but Feb is close to spring right? My only fear is slipping on ice while 7-8 months pregnant. I will just have to be extra careful.

Tomorrow Joshua will be calling tricare to figure out what we do from here since I have to have bloodwork done. I'm really hoping that I don't have to drive all the way to KC or Fort wood to see a dr. I also need to call my endo about my meds. He will want to have BW done on me to see where my levels are at. He told me that I will need BW done every month while I'm pregnant to make sure my levels are good. All of that has been on my mind a lot today. I want to get the ball rolling since I'm at a higher risk of miscarriage with my thyroid condition. 

I know God will take care of us though. I will leave it in his hands.